Jealous of everyone around me

2021.10.26 23:49 Affectionate_You8987 Jealous of everyone around me

So my fiancé of almost 8 years cheated on me 4 months before our wedding. I canceled our wedding and our house. Now I am alone for the first time in almost a decade.
Everyone I graduated with from high school & college is getting engaged, married, buying homes and having kids. I feel insanely jealous. That was supposed to be me. I was supposed to be experiencing those things.
I feel like a loser. I feel like a failure. I feel like I will never have those life experiences. I feel like I am falling behind in life.
How can I feel better about myself when I feel like absolute garbage?
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2021.10.26 23:49 ngoni The spike protein of SARS-CoV-2 variant A.30 is heavily mutated and evades vaccine-induced antibodies with high efficiency

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2021.10.26 23:49 IntroductionTiny This might not be much but after a week of playing, I got my first full combo on a chaos level


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2021.10.26 23:49 Robin-da-bank Man really doesn’t like Dylan

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2021.10.26 23:49 Puzzleheaded-Oil9180 Looking for fletchinder but adding everyone!

I'm online right now so I'll be adding people about every 30 min. Also if someone could tell me my last pokemon that'd be cool 😛
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2021.10.26 23:49 Key_Ad8113 Back when my girl cat was sassy and sat on my oil pastel picture

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2021.10.26 23:49 kabimbusman So, I need some help with popOS, and to be talked off a bit of a ledge (Switching back to Windows)

So, I switched to popOS back around May, and I have been really enjoying it for the most part. The biggest plus has just been that I'm a B.S. Comp Sci student, so having Linux running natively on my desktop has been convenient for completing assignments since they often need to be compatible and run within a Linux environment. But I've been having quite a few problems with popOS as of late, and as much as I hate to say it, I've been considering switching to another distro (namely Manjaro KDE or GNOME), or just switching back to Windows.
1) I updated my kernel to the latest stable ver, 5.14.14, and something about 5.14 is just off. The main thing is that I've updated the kernel to some ver. of 5.14 before, and every time I have, both of my other displays stop connecting completely to the computer. Both displays coincidentally are connected via HDMI, and my main monitor (which continues to work) is connected via DisplayPort. This is honestly, my biggest problem as having my secondary monitor down like this cuts down on my productivity, and not having a connection to my tv on the desktop means that I can't put anything up on the big screen, whether it be homework that I have someone else helping me with, or just a movie, anime, or game. Idk if it's just something weird about 5.14 and HDMI or popOS or what, but this is a serious problem for me. While an obvious solution would be to downgrade the kernel, I have no idea how to do that and honestly, I shouldn't have to do that to get back something that was working on the latest ver. of the 5.13 kernel. 2) I downloaded and played thru some of the Resident Evil Village demo available on steam because I hadn't really yet played something on my desktop particularly demanding, so I wanted to see how it would hold up. It was bad, like, really bad. At the scent of burning, I checked system monitor and saw that nearly every CPU core was at 100% usage. And it was only managing to get 25fps at best at 1080p. My Ryzen 5 5600X and GTX 1060 6GB should be capable of running it at around 50fps for the highest settings of 1080p or so. When I started looking into the problem, I ended up following the tutorial linked here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dg_Lo8jlYkE&t=428s. After rebooting from following all the instructions, I found that the XanMod alternative to the normal 5.14 kernel did not solve the monitor problem, and now, whether it be feral gamemode or the xanmod kernel, I was suddenly wholly unable to open any game on steam or via Lutris. Attempting to remove all footprints of gamemode from the system, and still no dice. For example, the same RE8 demo gave the following error: Z:\media\{USER}\TERABYTE 4\PC Games\steamLibrary\steamapps\common\Resident Evil Village BIOHAZARD VILLAGE Gameplay Demo\re8demo.exe "d:\\reengine\\reengine\\gitroot\\runtime\\modules\\render\\os\\renderdevicedx12.cpp" 10002 D3D12CreateDeviceFailed Please restart your computer. I tried to follow a different tutorial offered by the same person (linked here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AALbVdB9VOU) in order to attempt to fix the problem, but still no dice. While I've done significantly less gaming since starting school again, and it seems like games installed via Lutris (Genshin Impact, Wizard101) are running and starting as normal, not being able to play any of my steam games is an obvious problem. As of now, I have no idea how to fix it. 3) My internal hard drive that holds most of my other big data like games (os installed on SSD, large data like games installed on separate internal 4TB hard drive) doesn't mount at startup, but wacky enough, my external hard drive does mount at startup when it's plugged in. While that's not a big deal, just go into files and mount it when starting the computer, that just seems to me like a funny inverse of what you'd think wouldn't mount and what does. 4) When my other monitors were working, my PC just refused to use my main monitor as "monitor #1." It would always set my TV as monitor #1, and even when I got an older, lower res monitor for a secondary desk monitor, it still set that monitor as monitor #2 and set my main monitor as monitor #3. Now, I could still change what monitor was the primary monitor, the one with the top bar and the dock, but I could never change which monitor was monitor #1, meaning, as an example, when turning on the computer, it would put the user sign-in screen onto the tv, and if the tv wasn't on and on the correct HDMI upon startup, it basically meant the signal would never go through to the TV, and I'd have to restart the computer with the TV ready to go in order to be able to sign in upon startup.
Those are the main problems that I've been having with popOS since I initially abandoned Windows 10 and set it up some 6 months ago, but these are big issues to be having with my main desktop PC. While I've otherwise been enjoying popOS over Windows 10, Windows 10 wasn't causing me nearly this many problems before. So unless I can find the fixes to the issues that in some cases just happened and in others I likely directly caused, I might jump ship. Manjaro KDE or GNOME look promising for how much I've played around with them so far, but I also feel the need to get back to Windows with the recent release of Windows 11 (despite how much it was clearly not ready to release and makes me think that Microsoft might just be surprisingly bad at software). I'm running Windows 11 Insider Preview on my laptop due to some interest in Windows 11 and needing to run some Windows-only programs for other classes anyway. Despite my new appreciation for Linux after using it for 6 months, I feel that it's at the point that it's been creating more problems for me than it's been solving, and it might be time to try another distro than popOS or even switch back. If you have solutions for any of my problems, please comment, cause I need help and am scared. Thank you for reading my nightmare post.
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2021.10.26 23:49 corkum Advice from the other side

Hey there, predads! I haven’t posted here much since I graduated in May. But I’ve found myself doing something a few times that I’d give you all a tip on.
There will come a time when your baby starts kicking their legs throughout a diaper change.
Then there will be a day when your baby kicks their legs vigorously throughout a diaper change.
Then there will be a day when they start trying to grab their feet in addition to all the kicking.
You will inevitably find yourself frustrated trying to get that damn thing on correctly while your baby just isn’t holding still. And after all that struggling, you’ll inevitably find yourself saying “Eh. Good enough.”
It’s not.
Do it again and out that thing on WELL, not just good enough.
Each time I’ve found myself saying that, we always wind up with a leak or a blowout. Just take a breath, do it again, and make sure that sucker is on correctly!
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2021.10.26 23:49 lumijean Evil Dead | Série tem filmagens finalizadas; Confira!

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2021.10.26 23:49 RLCD-Bot [Octane] [Tidal Stream] [Black Lightning] [Black Orbit]

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2021.10.26 23:49 EricSchC1fr (NYC) Guy in bus refuses to wear mask, so bus driver halts bus. Citizens angry at anti-masker. Anti-masker TRICKED into getting off the bus, and is blocked from getting back on it.

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2021.10.26 23:49 myinvisibleerection Rubber Johnny (2005)

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2021.10.26 23:49 lumijean Annabelle | Boneca faz visita a diversos sets de filmagens

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2021.10.26 23:49 J0shuaK I guess only left-brained people can spell

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2021.10.26 23:49 techsucker Rutgers University’s AI Researchers Propose A Slot-Based Autoencoder Architecture, Called SLot Attention TransformEr (SLATE)

Rutgers University’s AI Researchers Propose A Slot-Based Autoencoder Architecture, Called SLot Attention TransformEr (SLATE) DALL·E has shown an impressive ability of composition-based systematic generalization in image generation, but it requires the dataset of text-image pairs and provides compositional clues from those texts. While the Slot Attention model can learn composable representations without text prompts, it does not have unlimited generative capacity like DALL·E for a zero-shot generation.
Researchers from Rutgers University propose a slot-based autoencoder architecture called SLot Attention TransformEr (SLATE). The SLATE model is a combination of the best from DALL·E and object-centric representation learning. In contrast to previous models, it significantly improves composition-based systematic generalization in image generation.
The research team showed that they could create a model Illiterate DALL·E (I-DALLE), which can learn object representation from images alone instead of taking text prompts. To get this done, the team begins by analyzing that existing pixel-mixture decoders for learning object-centric representations suffer from limitations such as slot decoding dilemma and independent pixels. Based on DALL·E, the research team then hypothesized that to resolve these limitations, not only does one need a composable slot but also an expressive decoder.
Quick 5 Min Read | Github | Paper | Project https://preview.redd.it/q9ioo85rpwv71.png?width=1462&format=png&auto=webp&s=573df2f5447e9dcb4abaedfcdb9aad018b2b8205
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2021.10.26 23:49 Flare722 "Defender" am i right?

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2021.10.26 23:49 hazywren I used an A.I. that generates random inspirational quotes, and some of them look like they belong in this sub

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2021.10.26 23:49 ShibbiesClimax Hypothetically speaking lets say we introduced 2-3 new keystones, what does the meta look like (for fun, not serious)

So for 2 of them I was thinking one keystone allows you to have two keystones but no other runes or shards. And the other keystone allows you to have a similar thing like amumu q where you can have charges but on a selected ability where the charges have a cd. Who is OP? Any other obscure ideas for the 3rd keystone
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2021.10.26 23:49 Hyz3rFlip Halloween livery

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2021.10.26 23:49 Kauske Does anyone know of a similar weapon to this?

Is the Exarch Blaster Pistol and Exarch Blaster Rifle just entirely retired? Or are there similar alternatives?
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2021.10.26 23:49 PoetryOk998 Dao broadsword

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2021.10.26 23:49 egothegreat It isn't pretty but my wife wanted me to make a pumpkin

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2021.10.26 23:49 Professor_Earth Oceans are contained in real life by Antarctica. The globe myth is ridiculous, as is the insane globe cult's myth of "heliocentric space". There are no cartoons in space in real life. Things don't work how you were brainwashed to believe. Beware shills of this insane cult in the comments. Very good.

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2021.10.26 23:49 x_lumos_x Wet cyanotype from earlier today (12” x 18”)

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