Is this what falling in love feels like ? How do you contain jealousy ?

2021.12.04 05:34 Helpme7645 Is this what falling in love feels like ? How do you contain jealousy ?

I am not bad looking myself, I’d probably give myself a 6.5 or a 7 personally. I’m fit and I maintain myself but my new bf is Instagram/tiktok level cute. In gay clubs he’d get grinded on by drunk horny gays, asked to dance or make out. In straight bars drunk girls would cut between us while we’re talking then proceed to awkwardly make small talk or dance with him thinking we’re just 2 guy friends hanging out. Once I was approached by a guy trying to wingman for his female friend asking if my ‘buddy’ had a girlfriend , lol. He’s also bi btw. He’d be witty though and joke around ”Only if he(me) will allow me to”.
I’ve had hookups and fwbs before. Even when I have developed a semi attachment/crush to past fwbs I never felt a slight tingle of jealousy if they hookup with other guys or I see them with other guys. This one is different though, a part of me wants to slap those girls and gays( I won’t actually do it lol, I’m no psycho). Just slightly feeling threatened with the outside attention he gets. You could say feels new to me since this is my first ever “real relationship”. I’m 23, he’s 21
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2021.12.04 05:34 StunningInterview466 Aston Martin Badges

Hi all, wondering if anyone makes sells or knows where I can buy Aston Martin badges for my 2015 Ford Fusion. It’s one of my favorite jokes
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2021.12.04 05:34 SamuraiDefuse World of Warcraft: Bald wohl mehr Geschlecht-Anpassungen möglich

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2021.12.04 05:34 the_siloviki Is spending 1 hour conversing in Spanish everyday enough to become a fluent Spanish speaker?

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2021.12.04 05:34 mtupombe Ng++ bl202 need help BSB and SoY boss rush

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2021.12.04 05:34 GTSBot [GTS] Anon self-medicates

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2021.12.04 05:33 conrad_w "Not by your strength" "letting God" and other weird messages

Hey everyone. I've been on a bit of a mission to actually understand the messages behind Christian clichés. I'm a bit literal, so I don't think I ever picked up on they were putting down. This sub was really helpful for me to understand what they actually meant when they kept insisting that "God doesn't care about your works" and I hoped you could help me with this one too.
"The problem was, he/she/they kept trying to do it through their own strength, instead of trusting God."
"You just need to let God do it."
"No matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't do it. And that was the problem - I was trying to do it myself, instead of letting God fix it/me"
I get the superficial message here, but I can be dense to subtly. What is the message behind statements like these?
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2021.12.04 05:33 melcherie Help!

Seeking some kind of solace, validation / advice.
It has been two weeks since our wedding. It was an incredibly long journey… like many other brides have experienced the last 2 years.
Our original date was set for may 2020 — for obvious reasons due to COVID we had to push our date. We decided to get married in front of just our immediate family & bridal party on Oct 18, 2020. & then have our “real” wedding on Nov 20, 2021. There was about 20 people at our intimate wedding, I wore a very simple white dress that was my MIL’s. It was a truly beautiful ceremony. We had a dinner afterwards and I choked on my food (for about 3 hrs) it certainly killed the mood and there wasn’t much of a “celebration” after that. So needless to say we were so excited for the big wedding.
There’s a few different pieces to this story that are important to know. My dad has been a drug addict (meth and anything else he could get his hands on) since I was about 7. It’s been a really hard & rocky life with him. He has been abusive to my mom and my siblings, has been unfaithful to my mom and just very toxic at times. But yet, I still have a lot of love for him and have given him many chances to try and make our relationship work.
Thanksgiving 2019 my dad showed up to thanksgiving high as a kite. It was incredible triggering for me, and I had a really tough time with it. I had decided that night that I was going to cut him out of my life. A few weeks later my now husband proposed to me (it was the most magical proposal!!) it made me reconsider cutting my dad out, because I wanted him there for all of the beautiful moments a dad should be present for a part of.
So I decided I would just set a really clear boundary that if he wants to come to my wedding he has to come sober or he’s not welcome. I wrote it out and mailed it to him. Several months passed by and he did not acknowledge it. We went to dinner one night and as we were leaving he pulled me aside and said that he wanted to get together to talk about my letter, but that I had nothing to worry about. The next day I was rushed to the hospital because my appendix ruptured and I had to have emergency surgery.
I’d also add that my parents were present for really anything related to the wedding. Neither of them came to the engagement party and weren’t really involved with much.
Fast forward to the small intimate wedding and my dad wasn’t entirely sober, he drank and smoked weed. A lot. But he wasn’t acting like an idiot with eyes glazed over. So I let it go.
After that he actually started doing really well and was reaching out more than he ever has.
In the midst of all this my mom was diagnosed with MS and was in and out of the hospital.
As this current bigger wedding started to approach I knew that I had to re-establish super clear boundaries. So I sent a new letter to my dad that he had to be sober. He responded to it immediately and it was a really promising response. That he wants to be better for me and my mom. That he promises he will be a “perfect gentleman”
I felt really hopeful.
The wedding was on a Saturday. The wedding was held at a resort on an island. My mom and dad had a villa booked for Thursday-Monday.
To keep it short because I know that the preface was long — my mom called me at 8 and said she wasn’t going to make it on time. ( the only way on to the island is a ferry and it stopped at 10pm that night and they lived 3 hrs away) … she said they would leave the house by 6am on Friday and be there first thing Friday morning. Friday afternoon it was brought to my attention by my sister (who was my maid of honor and seriously was my rock the entire weekend) that they had to stop at mall to get an outfit for my dad because he didn’t have anything to wear for the wedding. I asked my mom to just try to be here by 3:30 because the rehearsal was at 4pm. The rehearsal came and went and they still weren’t here. I had at this point called both of them at least 20 times with no answer and had no idea where they even were. I look around at the rehearsal dinner at 8pm still no sign of them. My husband and sister were talking and I could tell something was up… After convincing them I could handle it they informed me my parents were in a car accident. My dad rear ended someone. They stayed at a hotel off island and promised they’d be on island first thing in the morning.
It’s finally wedding day & We started getting ready in my villa at the resort. My mom was late but she was finally there and I was just so happy and relieved to have her there. She was visibly upset and I know that the events that unfolded broke her heart. I let it all go. A clean slate. They were there and that’s all that mattered.
The day went by so quickly … it was time. A ban picked up all the other girls and I was in the villa by myself waiting for the van to come back and pick me up. As I’m waiting all of a sudden I hear what sounds like rain…. I look outside and it’s pouring. Our ceremony was on the beach (I think I forgot to mention that LOL) this was fine. We made the bet of it. Everyone ran to golf carts to stay dry. I took a few shots to ease my nerves and then we made the call to wait it out (because it’s Florida and rain never lasts long. )
All the girls came back to the villa and we were going to take some photos. My sister In law said my dad was trying to come in & wanted to know if he could. I said yes and why don’t I do a first look and capture it! So we do the thing… I turn around & i immediately see it in his eyes. His slow response confirmed it.
I let this go. I hugged him And carried on. I didn’t have the time to worry about it.
The rain stopped and we had a 30 minute window before the sun went down to get married. And we did and it was absolutely magical. It started sprinkling just as we were finishing up so we decided to our vows back at the reception right before our first dance.
We get to the reception and read our vows then share our first dance. Afterwards I realize that my parents never showed up to the reception… about 10 minutes later they snuck in.
He came over to our table and starts telling us about the car accident they got in. I politely said to him “I really don’t want to talk about this right now at my wedding”
And that was literally the only thing he could say. And he was slurring his speech.
Because of this I made a last minute decision to take out the dance with my dad. I never told him I was going to do one, but maybe he assumed. My husband and his mother still did a dance. He was also supposed to dance with his sister (my matron of honor) and niece (our flower girl). He said I should dance with my SIL & niece. So I did.
Once my dad realized that he wasn’t getting a dance with me I guess he just left.
I’ll skip some of the other awful parts for sake of time but to close the story. It turns out my dad decided to take psychedelic mushrooms for my wedding & because it wasn’t pills he genuinely didn’t think he did anything wrong. (This is from what my mom says)
The worst part is my mom told me “I know that as long as I am with your dad I won’t be in your life”
I have not seen or spoken to my dad since the reception. He has not reached out. Has not apologized. I’m just left picking up the pieces.
I’m absolutely heartbroken. So much stress, fighting, — about my family , money ect. So much worry for 2 years over this one day. So much expectation for this day. So much build up.
And then it arrived and it was over as quickly as it began. And I just feel like I missed so many moments. Missed spending more time with the people that came there to celebrate.
I feel like I’m grieving my wedding and grieving my father.
I’m in the process of writing a letter explaining I don’t want want him in my life. It’s one of the hardest thing I’ve had to do.
Maybe I just needed to vent I don’t know. But if anyone has any advice or words of comfort it would be appreciated.
[ TLDR ] Covid canceled our first wedding, I choked at our small elopement, my dad took shrooms at our big wedding celebration.
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2021.12.04 05:33 Wardog_E Leftist Perspective on Double Binds by TheraminTrees

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2021.12.04 05:33 ExtensionBeneficial1 UK Merch?

Was hoping to pick up the new album on vinyl. Looks like my only option would be shipping from the U.S. Anyone aware of UK / european options?
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2021.12.04 05:33 YellowSomeone So Uh, Xtreme is now owned by netflix, apparently?

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2021.12.04 05:33 walteer My first WS list for 1k skirmishes this weekend. Wish me luck.

Primaris Chaplain on Bike [7 PL, -1CP, 140pts]: 3. Exhortation of Rage, 4. Mantra of Strength, Benediction of Fury, Chapter Command: Master of Sanctity, Chogorian Storm, Litany of Hate, Stratagem: Tempered by Wisdom, The Imperium's Sword, Warlord
Assault Intercessor Squad [5 PL, 95pts] . 4x Assault Intercessor: 4x Astartes Chainsword, 4x Frag & Krak grenades, 4x Heavy Bolt Pistol . Assault Intercessor Sgt: Astartes Chainsword, Heavy Bolt Pistol
Incursor Squad [5 PL, 115pts]: Haywire Mine . 4x Incursor: 4x Bolt pistol, 4x Frag & Krak grenades, 4x Occulus bolt carbine, 4x Paired combat blades . Incursor Sergeant
Bladeguard Veteran Squad [10 PL, 175pts] . 4x Bladeguard Veteran: 4x Frag & Krak grenades, 4x Heavy Bolt Pistol, 4x Master-crafted power sword, 4x Storm Shield . Bladeguard Veteran Sergeant: Heavy Bolt Pistol
Company Veterans [3 PL, 40pts] . Company Veteran: Astartes Chainsword, Bolt pistol . Company Veteran Sergeant: Astartes Chainsword, Bolt pistol
Outrider Squad [6 PL, 150pts]: Outrider Sgt . 2x Outrider: 2x Astartes Chainsword, 2x Frag & Krak grenades, 2x Heavy Bolt Pistol, 2x Twin Bolt rifle
Outrider Squad [6 PL, 150pts]: Outrider Sgt . 2x Outrider: 2x Astartes Chainsword, 2x Frag & Krak grenades, 2x Heavy Bolt Pistol, 2x Twin Bolt rifle
Eradicator Squad [7 PL, 135pts]: Melta rifle . 2x Eradicator: 2x Bolt pistol . Eradicator Sgt
++ Total: [49 PL, 5CP, 1,000pts] ++
Might swap assaults for apothecary to go with my bladeguards and a heavy meltas upgrade on my eradicators. Opinions?
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2021.12.04 05:33 ceesaart The Global Average Temperature Dropped 0.29C Last Month - Now Sits At Just 0.08C Above The 30-Year Baseline - Electroverse |As it stands, Earth’s temperature was actually warmer back in the early-1990s and late-1987.

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2021.12.04 05:33 Environmental-Bell55 No sell no deal. Let's the squeeze begins.

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2021.12.04 05:33 a86tech 💎 A86 TECH – Blockchain-based NFT art distribution platform // The art a...

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2021.12.04 05:33 OpenSeaXPoster 🎁 NFT GIVEAWAY 🎁 UPVOTE ⬆️ AND DROP YOUR WALLET ADDRESS! 🚀Draco NFT🚀 READ COMMENT! (xpost from /r/opensea)

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2021.12.04 05:33 DingDongTaco Recieved a 38/40 mm watch band but I have a 44 watch. It still seems to attach but just have gaps on the sides. Is that ok?

I feel like it will just need a little extra attention cleaning. No reason OTD fall off though right? Clicks right in.
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2021.12.04 05:33 robbinvenema Very interesting, surprised that this wasn't posted in many other places.

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2021.12.04 05:33 joe_khaJiit South Park - New Covid Variant

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2021.12.04 05:33 OpenSeaXPoster La Pelota GIVEAWAY 🎁🎁🎁 LIMITED COPIES 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♀️ Leave your address in the comments and you may receive a Pelota 🎁🎁 (xpost from /r/opensea)

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2021.12.04 05:33 DemUnderground Any MIRT members up? Can I get a DM please

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2021.12.04 05:33 Competitive_Sun_2401 Shitty Facebook meme

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2021.12.04 05:33 holyspirit1313 Guided Prayer to St Expedite for Emergencies!

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2021.12.04 05:33 TgraMan33453 Parents are arguing again…

I’m getting tired and frustrated as fucking shit. I can’t stand being in a house with people who act like five year olds when they can’t get their favorite crayon. It’s so fucking goddamned pathetic.
Alcohol has been a satanic entity for my life… and most of the time that my parents get drunk they seem okay. But once in a while they decide to fucking ruin the atmosphere with their incoherent bitching.
I can’t take it anymore and I’m lost for what to do.
That’s it thank you!
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